Shooting star

i hum a rhythm when i think about the word "life", we have been born for meaning, i might or might not fulfill my goal to live on here, but i might show my fondness. in form of a hug to my mom before i fall asleep, an apology to my father to not disappoint him furthermore. form of love can be anyway, through tears, through smiles, and also through anger. but have you ever sat comfortably and observed your life and time passing through? we have a lot of concerns, anger, regrets, frustration, and loss. nevertheless, there are parts of you that are satisfied to live, happy to breathe another day on this planet earth. just like a moment of contentment, we surely know there are aspects of life that's terrible, troubling, burdensome, and very painful.

im just a 17-year-old kid, sitting around, trying to figure out my life. but, yet there is a lot of stuff i want to understand, appreciate and live. people, emotions, trust are the three most important things we haven't learned in our school books. the world revolves around human beliefs which are full of love, hate, affection, jealousy, and a lot of other sentiments. it runs a lot with trust, when you trust a person, the companion should count on you too. life backstabs all of us at times, it hurts us with truth, with things we've been trying to avoid. as a seventeen-year-old, i can never tell you that i've learned life, or even i know life. but what is so promising is, i learned from what life has given, and im still looking forward to learning, do exploring. and one day i will sit down in the grass, looking at the sky.

when i spot a shooting star i will wish for joyous people around me, for people to motivate me when im down. i also learned that the people you are around influence how you live your life, how you look at it. and im sure if that shooting star doesn't fulfill my wish, the day i sit and self reflect i will learn to take my steps back sometimes and fight back when i need to. life is a heavy phrase, but it feels like a downpour of water when you are in the right water, with the right atmosphere. with the people you love and accept them for who they are. from my perspective, life is all about finding reasons, finding reasons to love a person, to breathe, to enjoy, to love yourself.

a human discovers motives to make himself safe with the bubble he made for himself. life feels lovely and full of rememberings, like a beautifully sung melody which i keep humming all day, or maybe a memory which keep replaying to laugh. every second im breathing, i feel like nature has a reason for me to stay alive, i have a purpose in this life. until the end of it, i will live to it and think about reasons again, and again. your life can be about the littlest things, about a memory when your dad was proud of you, maybe about when you finally won a board game while sitting around your family, or even about when your mother showed her love and warmth even if she doesn't know what lies in the future for you. life is all about these memories, memories about when you were crying so much that you couldn't breathe, and when you were too happy and jumped around like a kid, or when you comforted somebody saying everything will be fine, it's this feeling of being loved, of being valued among your ones. it's a bittersweet story that would make a human being an actual character, he becomes the main character of what he lives on, he might a villain for someone but he was also a hero for himself. and when you feel like giving in you'll look for the reasons under the shooting star once again.